Pain is such a strange thing. I used to always say that I had a very high tolerance for it, but I've found myself to be such a complainer as of late and I am not okay with that. I got sunburned today (AH, YES, SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY THAT IT'S WARM ENOUGH TO BE BURNT AND TANNED!!!!) and it annoyed me that it was so obvious to everyone that I was in pain. Why do I have to be so dramatic and make such a big deal of my troubles? I really, really dislike being that way and I'm trying hard to stop...being...that...way (pathetic sentence...I apologize that you had to read it.)
Some of you may know this already, and some of you may not, but beginning a few weeks ago, my knee's been stupid and caused me a lot trouble. Because it decided to stop working, I guess it set off this chain reaction thing where it caused all of the joints (or something) in my hip to quite literally pop all out of place then pop back in, one by one. Which hurt. Last year, I tore my hamstring, and now that pain has returned again. And all of this is on the same leg. So I've been limping through dance competitions/classes and life, and waiting for my doctor's appointment to find out what the heck is wrong with my body. In the meantime, every single person that sees me asks me what's wrong and I have to explain the whole story. Which is annoying. I wish that I didn't have a stupid limp so I wouldn't have to explain my stupid and weird and completely inexplainable injury. I guess the point of all of this, is that I don't mind being in pain, but I do mind people being aware that I'm in pain and then questioning me about it. Cause I hate explaining my problems and having to talk about them.
....Aaaanndd this post was sorta pointless. I think I've had too much sun the last two days. What?! There's no such thing as too much sun, silly! Sorry guys, my brain's just scrambled and stupid. I'll try to write something better and (hopefully) more amusing next time.
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